I was born to be wild and free. I was made for the sunshine and wide open spaces. I’m in my element when I’m surrounded by nature. I love mountains and rocks, trees and dirt. The fastest way to my heart is through my stomach –I will eat just about anything. And I never turn down coffee.
People would often identify me as strong-willed, confident, intimidating, smart, insightful, independent, direct… For a long time I owned that as who I was. People thought that I had it all together, and I was happy to let them believe that. I kept people distant—it was safer that way. In the past two years, God has been breaking down those walls and speaking to who I thought I was. He has been showing me more of my true identity—the person he made me to be, unearthing the lies that dug their roots so deep.
“God, who do you say I am?” When I was finally willing to ask, His answer to me was incredible. I’m not as strong as I look.. really my weakness is great and I’m so vulnerable. “But it is in your weakness that they see Me.” I am bold and confident, but not in myself, not in my own strength. “Be confident in My power that is at work you.” I was not made to be totally independent and self-sufficient. “I did not make you to be removed. You have great influence. Stand firm. Lead.” I am a truth-teller. “The truth I have given you is meant to be shared. Do not be afraid to speak.” He is healing all of the broken pieces and showing me abundant life that is found in Him.
My name is Jenn Paris. I am a child of God, a daughter of the King, crowned with steadfast love and mercy. I’m a broken vessel that exists to bring Him glory. I live to make him known. I’m a disciple of Jesus, a pilgrim on a journey. I am who You say I am…
Wow. Jenn. Whoa. Jenn. What a warrior. What a gift to our squad. You are a person that feels deeply and has mighty strength. You are a true adventurous spirit that makes me want to step outside of the ole comfort zone even more! I love this part: “I was born to be wild and free. I was made for the sunshine and wide open spaces. I’m in my element when I’m surrounded by nature. I love mountains and rocks, trees and dirt. The fastest way to my heart is through my stomach –I will eat just about anything. And I never turn down coffee.” I love it because it is purely you and I smile when I think about your youness and how I got to experience probably just like 10% of you at camp. I can. not. wait. to experience the other 90%. You have so much to show. So much to give.
I will never forget your words you spoke to me. Confident, smart, insightful, independent, direct. When you spoke to me I felt each one of those words in you. But it wasnt you, it came from another place and you were just the vessel that it was moving through. I see Jesus in you Jenn.